Get inside this mess

and take a ride.
I wish you knew how I felt about you.
then maybe you would feel more alive.

It's amazing how one event can change your whole out look on life.
You did that for me babe.
It's fucking amazing.

You never know how much you meant to someone.
Be careful what you say.
It will come back some day.

Im still running from that ocean.
but the thundering cloud is now upon me.
I can see the light shining threw the clouds.
It's so close.but too bright.

I walk around with my hood up now.
I can't stand the look of people.
It protects my vision.
I have this feeling
that if you look at me
you get the thought of what im thinking
you can read me like an open book.
and that fucking scares me to death.

One day.
I know I will be okay.
but for now.
Im content.