I still remember the days you didn't feel the need to escape

I really want to be ther person who can say what she feels
and have no regret.
I hold myself back in fear of rejection.

I mean,do you sit back
watch someone hurt & learn?
or do you just let it happen like a car accident?

I guess you can't trully stop it.
Everything happens for a reason
and it's not my life to lead.

I do wish I could stop things from happening
but people shouldn't be protected...
you have to take chances.
Learn for yourself.

I suppose there was no point to this.
I just answered everything.
I just needed a space to spill it.

This is all about taking risks.
You don't want to look back
and wonder "what would happen if I had..?"
Im trying to make myself live on impulse.
but it's hard to switch from protecting yourself
to being out there and letting whatever may happen...happen.

Live&flow.